| Location | Hillingdon |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 04/09/2000 |
| Date of Death | 04/09/2000 |
| Visitors | 2,889 since 23/10/2008 |
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I have a beautiful sleeping angel that lives in my head my heart and my dreams.
Thank you Jamie for making such a beautiful baby boy with me he was so perfect.
At 34 weeks in my pregnancy on the 4th September 2000 @ 3.21pm Jack Ian Peter Impey was Born asleep Weighting 4lb 13oz.
On Monday 6th April 1998 @ 2.20am at the age of 18 i became a mum to a beautiful baby boy Stuart weighting 5lb 9oz. I love being a mum to him so much.
In January 2000 I moved out of my mum and dads house and into a flat of my own with Stuart and my new partner Jamie. We had talked about having a baby of our own and it happened sooner than we thought. In Febuary 2000 i found out i was going to have a baby we were over joyed by the news. It was a pretty normal pregnancy to start off with just a little morning sickness.
At our 20 week scan we were told that our baby was doing great. The only problem was that i had a low lying placenta, but it should move up as the pregnancy went on. While we were there we asked what we were having. I remember not being sure if i had heard him right at first, but i had we were going to have a little baby boy.
During my pergnancy after 20 weeks i had passed out twice, both times i had Stuart with me and i was on my own with him. The 1st time was when i got off a bus while i was dropping Stuart off to Jamies mums before work. The 2nd time was at home i past out on the balcony, while Stuart was running round the house. The 2nd time it happened i got taken to the hospital, which turned out to be caused by a water infection.
I had a scan at 30 weeks and was told that my placenta had moved up and the baby was still looking great.
On the 3rd of september i spent the day looking after Stuart and a friends 2 boys, while jamie was at work. They both came back from work then after my friend left we went round to see jamies dad. While i was there i started to get pains in my tummy which got worse on the way home. I didnt think anything of it at first as i thought they were brackston hicks, but they just got worse even after i had a bath to help with them.
At 11.45 pm Jamies mum and step-dad came round and took us to the hospital then went back home with Stuart asking us to call when he was born.
I was put on a monitor and he seemed fine and had gone into early labour. At 1.40am on the 4th September I had a scan to cheak the baby, as he was breech at my last appointment. everything was going well i was just waiting for them to give me an injection of steroids as he was not due till the 9th October.
It was at 2.00am my life turned into a nightmare. the heart beat had gone from the monitor, but first thought that the baby had just moved like they do. The hospital staff spent 10 minutes trying to find the heart beat, which was when they did the 2nd scan. By this time there were 4 people in the room looking at the scan, which 3 of them left soon after doing. They were only gone a few minutes but it felt like a life time and the midwife with us never said much at all. when they came back in i heard the words that echoed over and over. Your babys heart has stopped beating.
Jamie and i just hugged each other crying not beliving what was happening to us and the pain knowing we were going to have to tell our parents to. I remember calling my mum and as soon as i heard her voice i just started crying all over again i just managed to get it out.
Jamies mum and step-dad came to the hospital first followed by my mum and step-dad after. before long everyone had heard what had happened and my Dad, step-mum, Grandad, sister, brother and Jamies dad were at the hospital all devastated by the news.
Everyone waited out side the hospital while i was having Jack, Jamie and my mum were with me and Jamies mum was in the room near by if Jamie needed her with him if it got to much.
At 3.21pm on the 4th september 2000 Jack was born weighting 4lb 13oz he was so small and so beautiful.
All the family came in to see him and hold him. The next day we had a blessing for him then it was decided it was time to say goodbye. Everyone went in to say there last goodbyes before jamie and i had time with him alone. I was the last person to say goodbye to him i just hugged him and kissed him the whole time i was with him. I never knew why i did it, but i did sing the song "if your happy and you know it" to him i think it was my way of giving me something that made me feel like a mum with a baby before letting myself remember the painful truth.
The staff at the hospital were great the whole time i was there with them. They treated my baby like it was any healthy baby and never made me feel wrong for treating my baby as though he was alive. I am also thankful for the love help and surport that my family and jamies family gave use at the time when we needed them. i love my family more than ever for the help they gave me and will always love and be thankful for jamies family for all the love help and surport they gave us after jack was born and the help they gave me before that, It is love help and surport that can never be forgotten and never will. ( thank you Kay, Nigel, Lorner, Scott, Kirsty and Mark xxxxx)
Jamie and i found the loss of our baby hard so much. I knew that if we stayed together we would just end up hearting each other more than we already were. On the 7th of January 2001 Jamie and i broke up. I was now not only dealing with the loss of my baby, but of the loss of Jamie to. Ending my relationship with jamie was the hardest thing i had to do after saying good bye to my son, but i knew it was for the best. That day i not only let go of the man i loved but my best friend to. I miss Jack everyday and would give anything to have him back.
Once opon a time life was so clear and so happy, but now life is not so clear for me as it once was. No matter what i do i will aways live with the pain and heart ache that i went through lossing everything i could have ever asked for, Knowing that nothing i do can ever bring him back.
As for happyness i have scince been blessed with 3 beautiful little girls. They will never replace Jack or make me feel better about losing him, but between them and my son they make each day easier to bare. In the darkest places of my life my children are my sunshine and my ray of light.
There are 4 songs on his site the first is the song played at his funeral. The other songs are ones that remind me of Jack when i hear them.
The remebarence book for Jack says;The rain that fills the cloudes is like the love that fills our hearts and we love and miss you everyday that we spend apart. to a little prince from a family that loves you.
I have a face I put in place;
It's what I wear when folks are there.
For those only who want to see
the way they think I ought to be.
I live in times that have no light,
just cloudy darkness, endless night.
I no longer see the sun,
I laugh but never feel the fun.
When I arise to start a day,
I stumble as I make my way.
I don't know who's really me,
I'm not the one I used to be.
I have no heart to fill with joy,
I lost it when I lost my boy.
The future is so bleak to me,
I choose to not let others see.
So when people stop to ask,
I hide behind my smiling mask.
I have a face I put in place;
It's what I wear when folks are there.
For those only who want to see
the way they think I ought to be.
I live in times that have no light,
just cloudy darkness, endless night.
I no longer see the sun,
I laugh but never feel the fun.
When I arise to start a day,
I stumble as I make my way.
I don't know who's really me,
I'm not the one I used to be.
I have no heart to fill with joy,
I lost it when I lost my boy.
The future is so bleak to me,
I choose to not let others see.
So when people stop to ask,
I hide behind my smiling mask.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Jack
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACK
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love you take care big hugs to you
and your family that miss you ever
day more then words can say take
care bye for now love from me
Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger
Happy Birthday
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BIG HUGS JACK
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ ones For it’s you they ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Belanger hugs and XXXX ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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....Goodnight and God Bless..........
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♥ ♥ ♥ Angel Day bigs hugs from me to you and your family and friends that you miss you ever day but in our hearts forever take care love you bye for now hugs love from me.♥ ♥ ♥
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Jack"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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Happy Easter Angel
I Hope You Enjoy This Time Above
I Cant Send You A Easter Egg
So I send you all my love ☆
Dont forget, Easter Egg hunt at 1pm, I'll meet you at the Candy cloud xx
Love Bailey x
I stood beside your bed last night,
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying,
quietly in your sleep.
I touched you softly
as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you,
I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour coffee,
You were thinking of how much you
love and long to hold me.
I was with you at the store today,
Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels,
I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today,
You tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you,
that I'm not really there.
I walked with you to the house,
as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my hand on you,
I smiled and said "it's me."
You looked so very tired,
and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know,
that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be
so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty,
"I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then
smiled, I think you knew,
In the stillness of that evening,
I was very close to you.
The day is over, I smile and watch
you yawning and say
"goodnight, God bless,
I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you
to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and
we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to
show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out
then come home to be with me.
Loving you is easy because your my baby boy and even though your gone from me you fill my heart with joy.
People say i'm unlucky because your not with me, but you are all the time in ways others can not see.
You are my little sleeping angel and that you will always be. I just close my eyes and you the one i see.
You are in my head, my heart and dreams that i know is true. And i wait patiently to be reunited with you.
I love you my baby boy more than anything and you are one of the best things i have ever done. you make me so proud. xxxxxx
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